My kingdom of heaven

My kingdom of heaven started, when I started listening instead of shouting.

My kingdom of heaven is a unique place, the place where GOD tells me what I should do. I am myself in touch with heaven. May other persons proclaim it’s only them.

Because I tried hard. And I became silent. And I started to listen instead of asking for things.

Things to happen, things I wanted, things that GOD should do for me. I started rambling about wishes, and what I wanted to do, and to have, while GOD started to show me what really nourishes me, and I had to admit after a while that GOD was right, not me.

my conversation with GOD

This was, what happended during meditation.

The days that passed since then let me know that. Not by thinking about it, but by repeating it over and over again. Over years, over decades. Repeating meditation was my greatest ambition.

There were times I would return to my hotel room from work at lunch break, just to have the opportunity to be alone for some minutes and try again. Silence of my thoughts. A relief.

Just think about what this would do for your day.